Ambivalence, wanting and not-wanting. What is it good for? Absolutely nothing. Sitting with? If it lasts too long I end up doing nothing. Is that a necessary feature of the experience? Huh, I guess not. I guess I could feel the ambivalence and do something anyway. But what on earth would I do when I want and not-want? Maybe sit with it until it passes away. But when the opportunity comes up again, will things be different? I suppose it's worth a try.